The short version:
Read on to find out why “not being good” doesn’t matter.
Earlier this year, when I started my newsletter on Substack, the site prompted me to consider my “manifesto” – a prompt I made fun of at the time and, since then, have been unable to completely clear out of my mind.
I just recently taught another workshop on making autobio comics specifically aimed at students who likely consider themselves creative but also might not consider themselves artists – it’s one of my favorite kinds of audiences to teach. I can remember being in their shoes a decade ago when I first started making diary comics. Growing up, I had always been “the kid who draws” but I never would have considered myself a cartoonist – nor did I think I was much good at the drawing part, if we’re being honest.
My first diary comics show this anxiety, even though they were only drawn for an audience of one – me. My handwriting is wobbly and cramped, like the letters are trying to hide. The image lines are tentative and occasionally digress into tightly-wound anxious scribbles. Despite this initial discomfort, within a month a recognizable style had started to settle into place and the lines and letters became more confident.
Back in 2013, at the suggestion of a friend, I had started experimenting with comics a couple years into a particularly prolonged bout of postpartum depression as an attempt to do something creative at a time that I really wasn’t feeling it. I set a goal of 15-20 minutes a day and that goal quickly ballooned to 60-90 minutes a night. And as I continued drawing and settling into this new project, I felt better.
Since then, comics have become one of the major ways through which I understand myself, my studies, and the moments that make up my life. Yet, whenever I talk to noncartoonists about the perks of making comics, they nearly always respond in exactly the same way: I’m not talented, I’m not an artist, I can’t draw. Then I have to take a deep breath and explain to them calmly exactly why that doesn’t matter. It makes me a little sad every single time.
These moments are what’s led to my manifesto, which comes in two parts.
Here’s why “not being good” doesn’t matter:
Lots of people have hobbies. Lots of people play sports or craft or cook and bake. Yet very few people are Olympians, are master woodworkers, are top-of-the-line chefs. Despite this discrepancy, people still allow themselves to enjoy these hobbies – and that’s exactly how it should be! All of these activities value practice and slow incremental progress and, most importantly, the joy of doing a thing.
So why isn’t making art like this? Why don’t people let themselves be bad something and do it anyway? (Confession: as a recovering perfectionist, this is a question I ask myself on a far-too-regular basis.)
I think a big part of the problem goes to the difference between creating a product and nourishing a practice. Austin Kleon recently tweeted about different approaches to art: as “producing things” or “as a way of operating in the world” and I immediately copied it down into my agenda because that’s exactly the reminder I need for myself these days.
So, in support of “my manifesto,” I would like to use future posts to share thoughts, prompts, exercises, readings, and more to try to encourage you to join me in drawing comics – even if no one else ever sees them!
With that goal in mind, I will leave you with one of the earliest teaching tools I ever made: how to draw a chicken! I hope you’ll grab a pencil or pen and a post-it or some scrap paper and spend a few minutes drawing chickens today. You might be surprised at what you can do.